Wednesday, December 22, 2010
So many things
I feel like my brain is running amok with so many thoughts. So many questions. So much I want to know about, research, find peace with. I feel it in my shoulders as I stress about it. Tonight I need peace. I need quiet and calm. These things can wait until January 4th. Right now I need to be present in my family, in the NOW. 'Tis the season. I have heard a number of people say it doesn't feel like Christmas, or that they are having a hard time getting in the spirit this year. I thought it was just me. But I want to. I need to for my boys. For the peace that Christmas can bring if you let it. I tried to let the peace of Solstice settle around me. Now I need that Christmas magic. Time to breathe. Time to love. Time to hold close. Deep breath... here we go.